Afterword
This is not the official end of this site, but it seems appropriate to refer to this page as an "afterword." It is indeed a type of end, a transition point, from one understanding into another. There is a clear difference in orientation from the beginning of these writings to the later writings.
Exalted Mystic Union, in the earlier writings.. denoted a hunger for physical/spiritual union. It was "relationship" based. It denoted a feminine desire to exalt the masculine as a living embodiment of the Truth. And this perspective is not entirely wrong, the masculine can represent deific Truth. Yet, the slippery slope here lies in negating the self for the sake of another.
I am leaving these earlier writings up in order to add deeper example, comparison and contrast of the mentalities in play. In all my writings, I describe a place from the inside. Those who speak know it not, those who know speak it not. It is a thing that cannot truly be spoken, but experienced. All that can be done, and I hope this is the case on this site... is to look at any spiritual pointing objectively. Believe nothing until experiencing first hand. Accepting only personal Divine nudgings, never hearsay.
For years, the Divine Mother has been leading me. Yet, for years I kept waiting for "God" to appear with a masculine face. Finally, after seeing the mother of Christ anoint his head with water, I came to understand the truth of femininity as an all powerful creative force. My perspective now places exaltation upon the truest recipient... the Creator.
Motherhood and manifestation are sacred. Marriage is a social convention. Creativity is what we are here for. This "we" is a part of the knowing.... a part of those who know. You either resonate with this Truth or you don't.
This site, to clarify once again, is an exercise in ego death. Context is everything. All along the way, I followed the breadcrumbs which the Mother, my guides and other mystic travelers have left behind. It was/is a process of moving through shadows, seeking clarity above all hearsay.
The irony is, my guides told me directly years ago "Men are attracted to your woman's spirituality... Your closeness to and ability to manifest God. You must manifest God you much make the offerings." It doesn't get any clearer than that. But there is a stigma... this "woman's spirituality." Surely that couldn't be a "real" thing. Surely, the shamanic/indigenous/mystic path has been surmounted by proper religious -isms. I had to know for myself. Had to explore the contradictions and come up with my own knowing. i was not put on this earth for the pleasure of men, I was not put on this plane to hand myself over to any person, system or entity. I Am.... I am what I am.
Exalted Mystic Union-- many names throughout the ages. Yet a nameless state of pure receptivity and power. What comes next, should be very interesting...
Exalted Mystic Union, in the earlier writings.. denoted a hunger for physical/spiritual union. It was "relationship" based. It denoted a feminine desire to exalt the masculine as a living embodiment of the Truth. And this perspective is not entirely wrong, the masculine can represent deific Truth. Yet, the slippery slope here lies in negating the self for the sake of another.
I am leaving these earlier writings up in order to add deeper example, comparison and contrast of the mentalities in play. In all my writings, I describe a place from the inside. Those who speak know it not, those who know speak it not. It is a thing that cannot truly be spoken, but experienced. All that can be done, and I hope this is the case on this site... is to look at any spiritual pointing objectively. Believe nothing until experiencing first hand. Accepting only personal Divine nudgings, never hearsay.
For years, the Divine Mother has been leading me. Yet, for years I kept waiting for "God" to appear with a masculine face. Finally, after seeing the mother of Christ anoint his head with water, I came to understand the truth of femininity as an all powerful creative force. My perspective now places exaltation upon the truest recipient... the Creator.
Motherhood and manifestation are sacred. Marriage is a social convention. Creativity is what we are here for. This "we" is a part of the knowing.... a part of those who know. You either resonate with this Truth or you don't.
This site, to clarify once again, is an exercise in ego death. Context is everything. All along the way, I followed the breadcrumbs which the Mother, my guides and other mystic travelers have left behind. It was/is a process of moving through shadows, seeking clarity above all hearsay.
The irony is, my guides told me directly years ago "Men are attracted to your woman's spirituality... Your closeness to and ability to manifest God. You must manifest God you much make the offerings." It doesn't get any clearer than that. But there is a stigma... this "woman's spirituality." Surely that couldn't be a "real" thing. Surely, the shamanic/indigenous/mystic path has been surmounted by proper religious -isms. I had to know for myself. Had to explore the contradictions and come up with my own knowing. i was not put on this earth for the pleasure of men, I was not put on this plane to hand myself over to any person, system or entity. I Am.... I am what I am.
Exalted Mystic Union-- many names throughout the ages. Yet a nameless state of pure receptivity and power. What comes next, should be very interesting...
